things that need to happen on payday:

• toner for my hair. any recommendations for ridiculously strong ones would be welcome.
• a bunch of goodies from LUSH, including soap, Angels on Bare Skin cleanser and Creme Anglaise body moisturiser
• a microwave, because mine broke and i can’t deal with cold milk in my coffee and tea
• clothes. preferably cheap but good ones. rose print pants from ASOS, please!

things that need to happen in the next 23 days before my final uni exam:

• work as much as possible
• finish my final assignment
• study for at least an hour a day (this is unlikely to happen but i can hope)
• drink tea and eat good food so my brain doesn’t combust and die

i feel so freaking sick. its horrible.

so i’m going out tonight for the first time in about two months….

its been a ridiculously long week of assignments - completed two 1000/1800 word essays in a mere three days, none of them are due until at least the end of next week. somewhat happy my motivation is back, so tonight can just be fun and lovely without freaking out about assignment deadlines.

only problem is, its been that long, I’m having the ‘is this even appropriate to wear out’ panic. somehow over the last eight weeks i have gotten it into my head that a black (modest, not see through) but kind of form fitting top, and a black skirt equates to a crazy drunken brat. I wish onesies were going-out outfits.

2 slices pumpkin seed bread

3 slices beetroot

1 tablespoon hummus

1 handful spinach leaves

10 slices cucumber

salt

pepper

Put all ingredients in the bread, and holy moly, best sandwich ever 

today at work was interesting. i was the medic for this pony club showjumping/cross country event, and its super quiet and then me and my colleague suddenly get called and this girl had been thrown about three metres in the air and landed on her neck/back, and was complaining of hectic spinal pain in her C1 and C2 vertebrae. we did all her vital signs, collared her, and then somehow three ambulances showed up, including an ICP, and somehow I ended up still immobilising the spine at her head, and calling it as they rolled her onto a scoop stretcher and put her in the ambulance. holy poop so exciting. she should be okay, it was just a big fall that landed awkwardly.